I HAVE SCOLIOSIS!!!!!

Hi again. mija is here!!!

Hari ni khamis bersamaan 23 Mei 2019, hari yang buat mija terkejut, sedih and rase hopeless gila.

Last week, mija dapat call yang mija diterima bekerja as financing exec at Bank Y, so i need to comply with a few requirement, and one of it is medical checkup. Masa ni memang happy gile babeng laa sbb dapat keje an, tak menganggur lama lepas tamat SL1M. But with today's news, all those happy thoughts became nothing...

Hari ni mija dengan mak pi medical checkup at Poliklinik Penaw*r kat kota. So like usual, ade urine test, blood pressure, Xray, all the basic checkup. Dekat sejam jugak laa buat bende ni. And then doctor panggil masuk bilik. Mija masuk je mija terus nampak somebody's xray kat screen dinding bilik doctor tu. and i'd never thought i was mine..

Mija duduk and doctor kate everything is fine kecuali tulang belakang. She told me i have scoliosis and its a mild one. Doctor tanya mija tahu tak yang mija ada sakit ni. Ofcourse i dont, and i dont even know what the heck is scoliosis. Doctor tanya sebelom ni ada rasa sakit pinggang tak and i said, ada tapi biasa je kot, sbb perempuan and backpain is normal combination i guess, so tak de la syak apa2.

Then doctor tunjuk spine xray mija. and i speechless. Dont know what to say and what to do. Totally blank. Tulang belakang mija lebih kurang macam gambar kat bawah ni

gambar from google ye, bukan xray mija.. just nak tunjuk je mcm mne rupa scoliosis

Yep, lebih kurang mcm ni lah tulang belakang mija. Cuma mija punye spine bengkok starting a bit higher. Tulang mija bengkok start from tengkok and bengkok ke kiri. Doktor kate its not severe and dangerous 'yet' but need to seek advice from expert to prevent it worsen.

Bila mija kluar bilik doctor tu, tengok muke mak...memang rase cam nak nangis tapi tahan je. Sampai masuk dalam kereta, baru mija tunjuk kat mak. And mak pon xtau nak cakap ape. 

Spinal problem is not something that we can ignore. Spine is all that support our body and protect our our spinal cord which are nerves that connecting our brain with the rest of our body. Senang kate, bila-bila masa mija boleh lumpuh kalau tersilap langkah. Especially bila bahagian yang bengkok tu adalah bahagian atas which means kemungkinan untuk lumpuh satu badan tu tinggi jika dibandingkan dengan tulang belakang yang bengkok bahagian bawah. At least kalau bengkok bahagian bawah, in case kalau lumpuh, ia melibatkan bahagian pinggang ke bawah sahaja. That is what i am afraid the most. Being paralyse.

mija nak buat research sikit pasal scoliosis ni. why it happen and how to cure it. 

maybe next post mija akan share a bit deeper about this issue.

later!!!