2020 BEGIN

Pejam celik pejam celik, dah masuk tahun 2020. Rase nye time kecik-kecik dulu, time Tun Dr Mahathir umumkan slogan negara kita "Wawasan 2020",untuk menjadikan Malaysia negara yang maju, setanding dan dihormati di mata dunia, rase macam lama lagi nak capai. Rase macam tak caya pulak dah 2020, and aku masih belum capai matlamat aku.

Tahun 2019 dan tahun 2020 adalah tahun yang mija sangat2 struggle. A fresh graduate try to learn about real life and I learnt it in a hard way. Its sucked and fucked up, but it's called life. Kalau nak dibandingkan dengan member2 mija yang lain, they had to go thru so much more than me. Ada yang still menganggur, ada yang parent tak kasi kerja jauh and ended up tak bekerja, ada yang kerja tak setanding dengan kelayakan. everyone try hard to hold on.

Alhamdullillah mija dapat kerja yang memang mija nak. Sebenarnya awal2 mak yang selalu sebut-sebut pasal kerja bank. Lama2 jadi impian mija lak nak masuk banking. Satu sebab mak, Kedua sebab reputation banker ni syok. hahahahahah😂😂😂😂. Dari dulu aku takda matlamat lain selain nak buat mak bangga dengan aku. Everything i did was for my mom so that my mom boleh berlagak dengan orang.. hahahahahahha...mija tak cakap mak mija berlagak, but at least she have stories that she can be proud of. U know what i meant!!! mija suka bile mak kumpul dengan kawan-kawan dia, or kumpul dengan sedara mara, orang hormat mak sebab anak2 mak semua berjaya. Bila tengok mak bangga bercerita pasal anak2 dia, kita rasa lega sebab kite tak sia2kan usaha mak besarkan kami.

okay enough of that... balik kepada mija yang kerja bank tadi.. Rase nya macaam tak cerita lagi after SL1M at Bank X, mija mohon kerja di bank lain. Bank islamic jugak. Dua kali walked-in interview. Both untuk jawatan yang berbeza. Kali pertama untuk Takaful advisor. Datang interview tak ready langsung and know the least bout takaful. hahahahahhaha. and the second interview untuk position Consumer Financing. so yeah mija dapat masuk as sales team and posting at Bank Y cawangan Kluang. start kerja time raye 2019. So now i have endured this painful job for 6 months. 

training session for a month at Bank X headquarters @KL

but on a serious note....i am truuuuuly love being in sales especially financing sales team. its fun, its challenging. its stressful, met a lot of people with a lot of  'perangai'..love it. But working environment in this bank is not the best. probably not the worse, but almost makes me give up. and its not even a permanent position. the said probation period is 3 months but then extended another 3 months and maybe will be extend more. so now, i am working for 6 months as a 2-years contract employee that not even confirmed yet. maybe sampai abis contract 2 tahun pon belum comfirmed, apatah lagi permanent. lmao. i'm currently applying for another job, maybe selain banks. just a simple ordinary job, no sales figures, no performance, less stress

Doakan mija dapat kerja yang lebih stabil dan selesa. malas nak tukar-tukar kerja. kalau boleh nak kerja tempat yang sama sampai bila2. lepas kawin, dah taknak stress2 pasal kerja. 

i think that enough for today. later!!!

Dinner celebrating 20th Years Establishment of Bank Y

Dinner celebrating 20th Years Establishment of Bank Y